Brittany. 26. dead.
One of the greatest tragedies in life is to lose your own sense of self and accept the version of you that is expected by everyone else.
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I like my hair messy. My love wild. And my sex aggressive. But I’m still a sensitive woman, just with passion.

Sade Harrison 

Everything you love is here

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ridge:

you ever want to cry and laugh at the same time 

ridge:

you ever want to cry and laugh at the same time 

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I’m lonely. 

I have no idea how to connect to people. Every social encounter I have i’m gritting my teeth monitoring my every move closely to make sure i’m not giving myself away. I’m starting to feel like i may never figure out how to open up - to myself or anyone else. I’ll be lonely forever. Then I tell myself, “you’re an artist” “you’re supposed to be lonely”. 


NA says this is me “isolating myself”. I’ve been high for like a week and a half straight now. I finished everything I had tonight so the plan is to stop for awhile again. I don’t want to go back to those rooms. But I can’t seem to keep myself in check for very long. I just have to find my own balance, somehow. I’m scared they were right about me. 

I’m just very tired of being alone. I know a lot of people. I call a lot of people friends. But I only have one actual friend. One person I trust enough to be myself around. One person who never makes me feel bad. 

One friend. 

Well, and then there’s always tumblr. 
Maybe i’m just a giant asshole and I don’t realize it. People at work tried to get to know me and be nice to me, and I just completely shut myself off from everyone. I moved myself to days because there are less people there, and everyone is older than me. It’s calm. I like that. 

I don’t know if I want to play music anymore. I am all over the place. I just don’t know what’s going on with my life anymore. Everything has changed. 

I’m rewatching dexter. I hate you lumen. 

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finefools:

‘am i right ladies’ is the best way to end any text post am i right ladies 

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Anonymous said:
why are metalheads so angry all the time

oscob:

because they got stuck in music phase you are supposed to grow out of after 10th grade

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babygoatsandfriends:

baby goats playing on other animals

everything is a playground when you’re a baby goat

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waywardandwanderlust:

heartsandmagic:

Cat doesn’t know what to do with the butterfly that flew on its paw.

I can’t breathe I’m laughing too hard

waywardandwanderlust:

heartsandmagic:

Cat doesn’t know what to do with the butterfly that flew on its paw.

I can’t breathe I’m laughing too hard

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iguanamouth:

youre gonna look so goddamn cool

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fiyhi:

patron-de-los-santos:

mcdamnright:

So I was at a thrift store and I see this little cat lamp.

image

I was like “Aye yo, ya’ll are fuckin’ adorable.”
So I bought the lil’ guy and took him home to plug him in.

image

Then I was like “No.”

well no wonder why it was in the thrift store

but shit it was 99 cents

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phosphorescentt:

gillianandersons:

do you ever realize that there was a moment when your mom or dad put you down as a baby and never picked you up again

I told my mom about this and she walked over and picked me up I am a 22 year old adult woman

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satitsfied:

handme-fr0wns:

oblivious-ink:

Best gif ever

is that johnny depp

no i think its a newsreporter

satitsfied:

handme-fr0wns:

oblivious-ink:

Best gif ever

is that johnny depp

no i think its a newsreporter

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