this video keeps me young
I CANT FUCKING BREATHE
I HOPE THIS IS THE LAST SURVIVING RELLIC OF HUMANITY
L E G E N D A R Y
Thanks to Cracked, I know that the original video this clip is from is called Magical Rainbow Sponge with Dee Gruenig. Now we just need someone to find the full video and share it with the world.CAUSALLY BRINGING YHIS BACK
follow your bliss and you too can be this happy.
Everything is better now.
For example, you can:
- be in a shampoo commercial
- start a boy band:
- spot some choice booty:
- break into song:
- see some people in frankly offensive outfits:
- attend a metal show:
- listen to some sick jams:
- discover zombieism:
- sample some tasty snacks:
- watch someone get burned bad:
- find something you really like:
- find something you really, really like:
- find something you REALLY REALLY LIKE:
- and wonder if you left the stove on:
I have no idea how to connect to people. Every social encounter I have i’m gritting my teeth monitoring my every move closely to make sure i’m not giving myself away. I’m starting to feel like i may never figure out how to open up - to myself or anyone else. I’ll be lonely forever. Then I tell myself, “you’re an artist” “you’re supposed to be lonely”.
NA says this is me “isolating myself”. I’ve been high for like a week and a half straight now. I finished everything I had tonight so the plan is to stop for awhile again. I don’t want to go back to those rooms. But I can’t seem to keep myself in check for very long. I just have to find my own balance, somehow. I’m scared they were right about me.
I’m just very tired of being alone. I know a lot of people. I call a lot of people friends. But I only have one actual friend. One person I trust enough to be myself around. One person who never makes me feel bad.
Well, and then there’s always tumblr.
Maybe i’m just a giant asshole and I don’t realize it. People at work tried to get to know me and be nice to me, and I just completely shut myself off from everyone. I moved myself to days because there are less people there, and everyone is older than me. It’s calm. I like that.
I don’t know if I want to play music anymore. I am all over the place. I just don’t know what’s going on with my life anymore. Everything has changed.
I’m rewatching dexter. I hate you lumen.